I hate playing the waiting game. Sometimes, I wish I was better at waiting. But even if I was good at waiting, I could only wait so long. I know what I want out of my relationship. But it seems like the other person doesn't. It does get annoying. I think some people know what I am referring to. But he wants to wait until I am done with school to even talk. I just don't understand why we can't talk about things right now. He just does not want anything to interfere with my school work. How does talking about it interfere with my school work? I am a little scared about him meeting my parents. I do believe in the old tradition of the guy asking to marry the daughter. I hope that he talks to my parents this spring break. But more than that I hope that he talks to me about things.

Just taking a break from writing a paper that I have due tomorrow night. The other night while trying to fall asleep, I decided to change my topic a little bit. I am still dealing with the legal aspect of the European witch trials but focusing in on the use of torture and what the accused witches confessed. It is very interesting. Right now I am looking at a witch trial from Russia were they did not bother really looking at eyewitnesses but went straight to the torture chambers. I can go on about what I have been studying in that class. I am so glad that I took that class. I have learned so much about a topic that I virtually knew nothing about. I have also decided to work this Christmas break on my seminar paper and turn it in at the end of break. Everyone in my seminar class is doing this.

Christmas is coming soon. I hope to get my family's package out on time so they get it before Christmas. I need to grab a couple more things for my brother before I send it. I will probably do that tomorrow afternoon after I turn my paper in.Then I will probably mail it thursday. I also need to finish my christmas cards so that I can mail them too. :) busy busy me. At least I have my tree up. Ginger has been making snowflakes and we have them all over the apartment. Looking very festive in here. The snow is practically gone which makes me really happy. No more dealing with ice. Yippee. I am so looking forward to seeing Tim at the end of the month. I am excited to get to hang out with him and spend time with him and get to know him on a different level. I am also excited to get to spend time with his mother. I talked to her about an hour the other night.

Day after day, I realize how lucky I am. I have a wonderful family and I am getting to know a wonderful family. I am hoping that one day the two families will be one and everyone will know each other. I am feeling accepted into Tim's family. I hope that he will fell the same way when he visits my family in March. He is the best guy that I have ever meet. I miss him a lot when we are not together. I miss the way he treats me and interacts with me.

well, its back to this paper I have to write.